Perhaps the word should be "delusional." After all, Calvin and I are a very "huggy" couple and sleep spoonstyle every night. We credit this physical closeness to all the years we'd spent alone, missing a human's touch the way a dehydrated person in the dessert craves water. So one would expect that we'd pass our germs back and forth. I was just hoping that particular germ would be unpassable, eternal optimist that I am. Not so.
When my doctor called to tell me he had the results of the CAT scan on my lower back and he was sending me to a neuro-surgeon, all I could think during his call was please don't let me barf in this man's ear. I simply wanted the call to end so I could burrow back under the covers. So what if a couple discs have bulges? My whole body has bulges...big deal. I've got a bigger emergency here (clasps hand over mouth).
The afternoon brought a fever of 100 degrees and chills. My cat and I snuggled under quilts. Calvin fretted.
My fever broke during the night; I woke up at some point sweating as if I were digging ditches in Louisanna. Today I feel much better. So far my stomach has given only a few cursory twinges over the slice of toast and coffee I had for breakfast. An improvement over yesterday when I couldn't even look at food.
Life throws us curve balls sometimes -- bugs and illnesses, too, and emotional hurts. Few are permanent. Healing comes eventually. Still, all are lesson learners. Yes, I have a back that's giving me fits, but nothing compared to the way I felt yesterday. Things are now in perspective. Dare I say "thank you" to the 24 hour bug for its attitude adjustment? Nah, I'm not that generous. Blessings to all and have a great day!
3 comments:
Sorry to hear that you are sick. Feel better soon!
Thanks, hon. Compared to yesterday I feel fabulous.
So glad you're feeling better! I'd rather have any other virus than a tummy bug. Up-chucking turns me into a big ole baby :( I sure hope you're done with that part of it for good!
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